Today I attended my first MOPS meeting. Which in turn meant I had to drop Drew off at the nursery for the first time ever. We mentioned it to him on Sunday, but tried not to make too much of it. This morning he was excited to go to "school" although I think he was a little disappointed when he realized he didn't get to take a "yellow school bus". I was feeling nervous about dropping him off but excited too. When we got to the church lobby, he could see all the fun animals painted on the walls and he was excited. When we got to his room he wasn't so excited anymore. I went inside the room with him and was hoping his teacher was going to be more welcoming and friendly than she was. I let him know that I was going to my meeting and I would be back to get him. Gave him a quick kiss and left. He started crying as I stood outside the door. I decided I just needed to walk away. By the time I got to the end of the hallway, he had stopped. I went back to check on him about 5 minutes later and he was sitting on the floor by himself near the door. BREAK MY HEART! But...he wasn't crying so I went back to my meeting. I forgot to drop his sippy cup with him, so without him seeing me, I got to check on him again. He was sitting at the table with the rest of the kids. He wasn't looking too happy, but he was doing ok...When I went to pick him up he said "come see mommy!" and was more excited to see me than he ever has been before :) He was proud of himself and we called daddy on the way home to brag about Drew's first day. he told us, "had snack, color, change diaper". I didn't realize till we got home that they had changed his diaper, I wonder how that went!?!?!?
I am happy that he did pretty well for his first time. I do feel some guilt that I hadn't taken him there before today, and I am also feeling some guilt for his not so friendly teacher. I mean, she works with 2 year olds...how bout some smiles?

Dear Sweet Camden,


